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As a professional athlete, it is not through record-breaking competitions, but through an unusual expression in post-race interviews. It's always been a problem for fu park。
She wants people to forget about the "hunty girl" and remember the "hunner"
Reporter/zhou xiaoxian, china news weekly
On 1 october 2017, on the occasion of the fourth of july, fu zhenye appeared again on the television choreography screen, still wearing black-glassed glasses, drawing light makeup and stinging the current fashionable half-ballhead。
On 2 september, zhejiang won at 59-40 seconds for the zhejiang zhejiang zhejiang winner of the 100-metre swim final at the tianjin olympic center. A reporter from china news agency, toda
This is the live broadcast of a special national holiday show that has been on display for over a year since august 8, 2016, during the olympic games. She was very cooperative, laughing and making funny faces at the request of the moderator — despite the fact that she had always rejected them。
"i can't accept it, but i can't. I can't say, "don't say it. Who says i beat you up? * i don't know. At the end of the cataloguing system, in the hotel room, fu zenghue made a joke about china newsweek. Her parents sat beside her。
Today, fans have heard from fu-won's show and are here before. "they still like me so much, it's too hard." so far, she had no idea why she was suddenly followed by attention. She had never thought about it, and she did not seem to think that it was a matter of her mind。
As a professional athlete, it is not through record-breaking competitions, but through an unusual expression in post-race interviews. It's always been a problem for fu park. She wanted people to forget the "hunty girls" and to remember "hunners" however, in 2017 she suffered the worst blow since her career, when she wanted to prove herself to be a good professional。
"when i wanted to prove myself, something like this happened."
On 28 july, the 2017 international swimming federation world championship continued its battle on the 14th day in budapest, hungary, with 50 metres of female swim finals, and fu zeng hye won the sub-military with 27 seconds and 15 seconds' marks, 0. 01 seconds' difference, and the coronal lost。
Two years ago, the 2015 world swimming championship in kazan, russia, won the 50-metre world swimming finals with her first world championship in 27 seconds. She took this achievement very seriously and introduced herself to more than 7 million fans, under the name of her new wave weibo, with the title “the 2015 world swimming championship”. She was also aware that most fans came after the olympic games, that she was a “hommel girl” and that they liked her “facebags” but did not know anything about being an athlete。
"when i wanted to prove myself most, something like this happened." two months after the end of the competition, fu won-hye had told china newsweek that she was still unable to accept the blow。
On 28 july, after a 50-metre long swim final, he left the stadium and, in the mixed interview area, fu yuan cried so hard that he could not stand up. Five minutes later, she came to the press and gave an interview during which she could not cry。
This is the first time that fu won-wei has shed tears in the arena。
Usually, she prefers a “ha-ha-ha-ha” side, where tears and sorrow only appear in front of her parents. This time, it's kind of out of control。
This was a particularly important competition, prior to which she had experienced the most intensive training since her career. “the first time i cried in the competition was not because i was a lost champion, but because i did not go beyond myself.” the 22-year-old swimmer, fu zhenwei, told china newsweek。
"it's not that i didn't train, it was at the peak of history. I'm many times stronger than i was at the olympics. The difference of 0. 01 seconds between 50 metres and a swim is very traumatic for me, i. E. A blade cut through the throat, which is already cut in half, and could no longer swim
After participating in the spring and evening of 2017, fu zengwei refused all offers unrelated to the training and entered the training in their entirety. "i'm tired like a dog every day, in a bad state." at the beginning of the training, she was not able to do well and was in a low state, a period of constant accumulation of physical energy, and the intensity of the training was slowly reduced in the run-up to the competition, and it became clear that fu zeng realized that her body was beginning to become fully effective. If everything is expected, her body energy will reach its peak during the competition. However, as soon as the event was attempted, a few weeks before the match, fu zeng was able to reach a peak in all aspects of the body ahead of schedule. In addition, there have been problems with pre-game communication with coaches. And it's just that she doesn't feel comfortable, "i've had the whole game."。
“my body has never been so strong, too strong, and my bathing suit can't be wrapped up, which could lead me to misjudge my condition or not to know myself well enough. I'm sure my strength will win the championship. I've aimed for this thing and i want it so badly. I may have overlooked my own feelings when i was over-centralized.” two months later, she again recalled the match in china newsweek, where fu zeng had made it clear that she had failed, but that she was still not able to cope with it, which she considered to be the worst blow to her career to date。
On 2 september, after a month's break, during the 13th whole games, fu yuan won a woman a 100-metre swim in 59 seconds. In the world championship, she was unable to enter the 100-metre swim final. For her, this was not an excellent achievement, but an improvement compared to the world championship, which she attributed to a good mind. "the world championships were trying so hard to move forward without any skill." and then he said, "that's the way she's been doing it. "at the whole games, i know how to calm down, how to control myself, what to think."
However, the olympics will take the gold and fail to wipe out the tears of the dead championships. “i would rather not have anything after the olympics, just give me a world champion.” speaking of which, fu won-hye was suddenly silent。
On 2 september, zhejiang won at 59-40 seconds for the zhejiang zhejiang zhejiang winner of the 100-metre swim final at the tianjin olympic center. A reporter from china news agency, toda
"the costs of being famous need not exist."
Unlike many star athletes, fu won-hye does not like to wrap herself in sunglasses and masks, wears a hat at best, has a fan who recognizes her and asks for a photo, and sometimes she does not like it, but refuses to let others make her feel worse。
"i'm not an actor." she only accepts the kind of cataloguing that is most natural。
"many competition interviews i've had before were easy and casual, and in my own perception, it doesn't matter, no one would look at it." she wondered why the interview had caused such a storm during the olympics, and she had not seen her interview video。
Weibo interacted with dozens of people, and suddenly it became tens of thousands. At first, she did not know how to face the sudden attention. And the next two nights, she lived in fear and anxiety, "no feeling of happiness." she remembered。
“i am a man who lives in my own world, and i don't care what others think of me, or who sees me, and i can be myself. And when they expect so much from me, i will think whether i should do what i did before, or change myself into an idol that most people expect. "the struggles have emerged, but soon they have passed. “everyone likes me so much, and i hope i can get better and deserve it. But i don't have that ability, and i don't deserve to be liked by so many of you. I know that. I'm just an ordinary sportsman
When the daughter became a “renowned athlete”, the father played the role of “broker”. The advertiser approached fuyuan for a good price. She refused directly and her father did not understand, but respected her decision. "maybe it's the will of the kids, money is good, money is important, but it's important to see if i like it." fu hae-won laughed and told china newsweek that the look and tone were almost exactly the same as the one that made her go red。
"no one's perfect. I know i'm not at the same time with perfection. I've got a lot of flaws. I'm just an ordinary, probably good athlete. It's not appropriate for me to get so much attention." in response to the ensuing questions and criticisms, he said:。
It was suspected that the exaggerating expression in her interview was a pre-planned performance, and it was assumed that there was a brokering team behind her. She does not have much internet access on her own, but the parents do, and the mother does not know why her daughter went red。
“she really has a good mind and a good mind, and i'm her father, but i really admire her.” fu eun hye's father, fu chun-chun, said。
After the olympic games, as soon as the performances of fu zeng were down, there was a voice condemning her for being “involved in ensemble activities without proper training”. Fu chun-soon told china newsweek that fu zhengwei had focused on events that had nothing to do with the olympics three days after the olympics, “they don't know the high and low heights of sports competition, and they wear many hats”. But the price of fame is not necessary
Compared to the post-olympic family, fu said he wanted to go back to the normal player before the olympics, a world champion who did not watch her interview video, unknown。
On 2 september, during the 100-metre swim finals of the 13th all games women's swim project in tianjin, fu park won the championship. Photo/china newsweek journalist toda
"getting the champion, hugging everyone in the world."
When he was a poor child, her father sent her to the chen ying body school in hangzhou, where sun yang also studied, where he and her husband had a simple idea to make their daughter fit. What they didn't realize was that fu parky then showed a human swimming gift. "it's light in the water. It's good." very good results. Soon, fu zengwei entered the hangzhou swimming team, then the provincial team and the national team。
In fu chun-chun's memory, during her time in the province, she was a special athlete, unlike most athletes who were forced to train by coaches, who usually forced her not to train and feared problems。
The master evaluates that he belongs to a tough man, who is trained to fight. “i need the pain, the blood, to keep myself alive.” she looked seriously and explained to china newsweek, "sometimes i'm brave enough to imagine." after that, she added a joke。
The parents knew that the daughter was afraid of pain and that, as a child, needles were being injected on the first floor, and the cry was going to go directly to the fifth floor, until now. "we let you practice swimming for your health, not for your world champion." fou chun-chun and his wife often remind their daughters of this, but such reminders usually do not work。
But when the training was too tired and the competition was frustrated, she often thought of giving up: “after the point of the worst, i would think that i could, and i could, just give up a little bit more, and you would have to look back at yourself for more than a decade, and i complained, but i couldn't convince myself to give up.”
The strong perception of the status of professional athletes in fuwonye began in 2013。
In that year, during the 100-metre swim finals of the 12th world games, fu zhejiang, who was at war on behalf of zhejiang, won the gold medal for the first time in the games. "i'm beginning to know who i am, what i want to do, what i want."
On 6 august 2015, during the final 50-metre swimmers of the 16th kazan world swimming championship, fu yuan won the championship in 27 seconds 11, for the first time on the podium to sing the national anthem。
For more than a month before that game, fu won-hye had been training at kunming training base, she accidentally cut her finger while cutting apples, stitched five stitches, cut the wire six days later, and the wound was still not good, and "when that line came out of the flesh, it felt like she had stuck her finger again with scissors." after the line was removed, two days were taken off, and for the following week, a water-proof patch was placed on his hands, with his hands raised to his chest, and he stepped into the pool. For a long time thereafter, until the day of the competition, it was difficult to reach her hand because of the suture of her muscles, and she had to pull her finger every day and try to keep it straight。
And until fu zheng wei stood on the stage and thought about the injury, she said, "it's worth it." she said, "when she was a national champion, she usually shook the coach's hand and won the world's championship, she wanted to hug everyone around the world and tell them that i was a champion and i was chinese."
"you'll be happy if you're alive."
Starting on the fourth day of 2017, she will have a month-long vacation, and she intends to give herself up for the last part of the day, “sleeping until nature wakes up, eating, playing games, getting tired and sleeping”。
Play games is one of the ways she relaxs when she doesn't train. However, at the end of the holiday period, master park was able to move from the “playing games and eating and sleeping” model to a state of extreme self-discipline. Get up on time at 6:00 a. M. Without delay。
When she was about 22 years old, unlike most girls, she never watched the show and the tv show, "there's nothing about my life." she said that. Outside the pool, she spends almost all her time reading。
The phrase that suddenly lets her go is the word she learned from the book. She didn't like fictional stories in tv, but only fictional stories in books. She reads novels, she also reads suspense novels. "all kinds of books are read, not all of them are inspired, positive energy." according to fu, reading builds up her knowledge base and forms her values。
“the lives of our athletes are very monotonous, and apart from swimming, we know very little about the outside world. If you don't absorb new things on your own initiative, then it's really only swimming, eating, sleeping in life.” after the olympic games, the greatest benefit of being famous was that she had more contact with the world beyond the training competition。
She read leena's autobiography, "cool, awesome. I'm not one of them. They're great athletes. Even if i had remained focused at the olympic games, the whole world was my face, and i could never compare myself with them.”
Fu won-hye said he was not willing to leave the pool for a while, though she had won the world championship, but she had not reached her peak. “in fact, this year i have reached it, but it didn't appear at the time of the world championship, and that was not. Maybe i'll never get to this year's level in my life." she can't hide her pessimism when she says that。
She says it's not normal for her, usually she's optimistic, and she puts it in the hands of her parents. “the rest is small, except for old sickness and death.” at a very young age, she developed this perception。
"why do i look happy because i don't want to be mature, i understand, and i've suffered a lot. I hope i'm happy when i want to be happy. I don't have to make everything clear. You'll be happy to live well." the girl, who was less than 22 years old, said she was at least 50 years old。
If only one word was used to describe the state of the olympic games more than a year after its conclusion, it would be “disturbing”. But she said that the unrest was not caused by sudden fame, and that she felt “no matter” about her on the internet. It's only the defeat of the world championship that can make her “disturbing”. "i only care what i have." she said。
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